People try to hide their pain, their insecurities. They think that their mistakes make them weak. They're wrong. Pain is something you should embrace. Something you should grab on to.
There is this idea that to show tears or any signs of being less than perfect means you're a weakling, a coward not fit to live. That is absurd. There's heart ache and pain inside each and every one of us. The stubborn ones just refuse to admit they're as broken as the rest of us. We all have our crosses we are bearing,...
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
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You leave me tongue tied with my heart in a knot.
My hands are fumbling around and I can't get it undone.
Damn girl you're just too much fun.
I have a mess in my head but when I'm with I've never felt so at ease.
In a city full of distractions you're the absolute best one there could ever be.
When you grab my hand it sends a spark straight to my heart, electrifying me back to life.
When I'm with you I feel no strife.
Whether or not we're living a lie I've never felt so alive.
How long can I wait?
If you needed a lifetime that's fine because I...
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Writing words that no one will ever read.
Expressing thoughts that no one cares to hears.
It's an endeavor that's a lonely road.
The greatest stories are those told of redemption.
My story has no redeemer.
It's filled with tragedy and hopelessness.
Of lovers lost and friendships destroyed.
It's a path that leads to nothing but heartache, but I can't seem to turn back now.
Chasing dreams but they all seem so intangible it just isn't manageable.
Left to my own desires I'll fall to ruin.
It's where I'm headed but I can only hope that some lost soul...
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They said I'm wasting my life.
That my dream is unattainable.
Well you can take this however you want it.
I'll be the greatest damn thing you've ever seen.
I've failed more times than I can remember, and I'll continue to do so.
I'll leave a path of battered and broken feelings along the way.
Torn relationships will be strewn about.
On the path to greatness I can't let any of it stop me.
Like an atomic bomb I'll destroy all obstacles that tries to hold me back.
You will never know...
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
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I cried four separate times tonight. Not because of any physical pain, or because I have two speeches to give in less than 8 hours. No I cried because the person I love the most is leaving in less than 6 weeks.
When I left Ohio I had many goodbyes to say to friends and family but I wasn't sad. I knew I'd be seeing them eventually. This is a different story. I've went through some tough experiences with the law and high school but it doesn't compare to this feeling. At all. Not even close. Every day that...
Sunday, March 25, 2012
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Why is that everyone is so concerned about how others view them? Why do people feel the constant need to impress? People gossip and tear others down to build up their own self worth, but why? It's like life is a giant chess board and everyone wants to be the queen and king and dispose of the pawns. I find it hard to understand why people judge their importance based on others perceptions. Isn't how you feel about yourself the most important thing? If you're happy, if you're content with how you feel and your morals then...
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Flying
down
to the ground like a shooting star.
All burnt out.
A song bird that lost its voice.
Am I still the same?
This bullet entered my head late last night and it just won't leave.
Slowly traveling to my heart, tearing it to shreds.
It started as the sweetest kiss and now it has come down to this.
She's smiling in the car with the gun.
It's not all hopes and dreams anymore.
It became a reality,...
Saturday, March 24, 2012
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Look at what I've done from where I've come.
I got this one chance, one shot you better believe I'm not gonna stop until I'm on top.
They say fake it until you make it.
If that's the case then you better start running because I'm ready to start sprinting.
I'm about to raise the bar, tell me can you do a pull up?
If you think it's hot now watch out because the inferno is only beginning.
F*** all this traditionalism.
There's nothing traditional...
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Take my hand.
Teach me to dance.
Don't let me fall down.
Will you let me lead?
I won't step on your feet.
The spotlights shining and its all about us.
One day I felt a little brave.
I'm not one to go out on a line but you seemed to be worth the trouble.
Do you hear this love?
Can you see this love?
I can hear it in the way you say my name.
I can see it in the way your eyes light up when they look into mine.
I still get those stupid butterflies when we're alone.
Whenever I'm not by your side I get homesick.
Home is where your heart is and I left...
Friday, March 23, 2012
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What if I grew up in a big city? What if I didn't have the parents I do? What if I didn't grow up in a small, conservative, rural town?
These are all questions I ask myself. No one gets to choose who their parents are, or where they're born. There isn't a system that let's one pick and choose. It's all left to chance. I wouldn't have been the same person if I didn't grow up in Ohio. I don't think I would have had the same passion to do the things I do now. I made the leap to move all the way to New York...
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